It takes lots of courage to do lots of things. Tell someone that you like them, stand up to what you believe in. Say you're sorry. Patch things up with someone even if you were wronged (and unconsciously wronged someone in return). More so if they are your friends.
I am weak, I know. I am a coward who hides behind written words. I am spineless too. But for once in my life, I'm glad I managed to trash my pride, my anger, my weaknesses to say six simple words that have the potential to heal. "I'm sorry. Please hear me out."
I am still angry, I am still hurting, and I am still waiting for your sorry, but I have already said my part. Thank you, my friend, for hearing me out. Thank you. I also know you are also still hurt, but I hope we will be able to put this behind us and still remain friends. I hope we learn to forgive, if not forget. I miss you and Niichan. I miss your company, your patience with me, your willingness to understand me and all my faults. I'm sorry. I miss the old us. I miss the Happy Comshop Friends.
I want to cry but I'm afraid. Afraid that this would only prove how much of a coward I really am. I'm sorry for being so emo...but I can't talk to anyone right now. I am only able to talk to inanimate objects, to myself, to non-existent things.
I am weak, I know. I am a coward who hides behind written words. I am spineless too. But for once in my life, I'm glad I managed to trash my pride, my anger, my weaknesses to say six simple words that have the potential to heal. "I'm sorry. Please hear me out."
I am still angry, I am still hurting, and I am still waiting for your sorry, but I have already said my part. Thank you, my friend, for hearing me out. Thank you. I also know you are also still hurt, but I hope we will be able to put this behind us and still remain friends. I hope we learn to forgive, if not forget. I miss you and Niichan. I miss your company, your patience with me, your willingness to understand me and all my faults. I'm sorry. I miss the old us. I miss the Happy Comshop Friends.
I want to cry but I'm afraid. Afraid that this would only prove how much of a coward I really am. I'm sorry for being so emo...but I can't talk to anyone right now. I am only able to talk to inanimate objects, to myself, to non-existent things.
How do you feel?:
I want to cry so badly...
Play me a melody: Snorkel - Namikaze Satellite
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